The Cliff

Is it that hard to let go?


It was like playing trust game
you don't know what's behind
and you just closed your eyes
and get pushed down

and you keep falling

It was a cliff
you fell so deep down
that you kept falling down
waiting for him to catch you
but he wasn't there
you are by your own
keep falling
deeper
and deeper
all the way down

You got anxious
and you open your eyes

That's when you realized
it was all lies
fake promises
or maybe promise made by coward
the promise that he said,
"I will always be there for you"

So
I can only keep falling
and went gone forever
in that deep
scary
dark
unknown hole?

You just keep falling
you can't do anything
you have nothing
cause you gave away everything
on the cliff you fell from

Everything
left behind with that person
which had got tired of the load
you brought to him

And he just throw away everything
and left
without keeping anything
about you

Nothing.


You close you eyes
and let things go its way

But, that's not the end.

Your white dress got hooked by a fallen trunk
in the middle of nowhere

You are given a second chance
the sky turns from grey to blue
sun shines on your face
you can see the rough surface on the cliff

You are given a choice
to tear off that piece on your dress
and keep falling
or
grab on the rough surface
with all your strength
that you've never spend so much before
climb back up to the cliff
you had fallen from
and stood back up on your feet

Regardless how tiring it will be
regardless how risky it will be
regardless how much stain you will get on your white dress
regardless how much scar you will get on your body

Which way would you take?
Let go of your chance?
or
Let go of your past?

The more tiring it gets throughout the journey
the more strength I would gain
The more risk that I would face by my own
the more unstoppable I would be

Every stain on my dress
shows the colours of my life
Every scars on my skin
shows the growth in my life

Life is hard
but that's what it meant for
For you to explore things
that you will never read from the textbook
For you to learn things
that you could never do in your tests
For you to get hurt
so you know what happiness are meant for
For you to feel stupid
so you know sometimes, you just need to let go

The stupidest thing I felt
is that I just gave away everything easily
to what I thought it is worth for

But actually
the stupidest thing I've done
is to feel that way

I didn't gave away everything
to something that's not worth it
I gave away everything
to something I loved
and so I experienced
the things that I should experience in my life

There's never right or wrong in life
everything is an experience
which colours your life

And there are much more to explore

Climbing up the cliff is a journey
an aim
a reason in life
and when you reached the top
another journey begins
with more exciting experience that you've missed
while you're falling down the cliff

Is never too late to stood back up,
you just need to keep going.