矛盾，自私，无聊。。。

人总是那么的矛盾，
想有一个东西，
但因某种因素，
选择了不要。

人总是那么的自私，
想到自己而已，
但因自己没有，
选择了妒忌。

人总是那么得无聊，
想些有的没的，
但因为不可能，
选择了伤心。

以上的所有种种，
我都有过。。。。

世界末日，还有多久。。。

2012年12月21日，
世界末日可能发生吗？
世界上的人，
有几位能生存，
有几位能呼吸，
有谁将会离开，
有谁还有机会，
说最后一声“再见”？

我开始有点害怕，
但这样也没有用。
该来就一定会来，
我们现在能做的，
是珍惜所有生命，
要珍惜身边的人，
珍惜所有剩下的
时间，
亲情，
友情，
甚至这个地球。

我拥有的不多，
但是已满足了。
就顺其自然吧。
该来就是回来。。。

心很痛。。。

今天过得很充实，
似乎把所有忘了。
但当我坐在车上，
看着蓝蓝的海洋，
绿绿诱人的青草，
我又开始想起了，
很久以前的日子。
单纯，顽皮的我，
在青草地上奔跑。
不知道如何是好，
千万把利刀出现，
不停穿透我的心。
我的心很痛恨痛。

我不知道为什么，
单纯的我不见了，
顽皮的我不见了，
笑容也跟着不见。
矛盾，无助的我，
连自己都不了解，
还有谁能了解我？
还有谁能帮助我？
还有谁能安慰我，
关心我，支持我。。。

我的心。。。

我的心还是跳动着，
但，和以前不同。
我现在的心是有，
伤心，
痛苦，
无助，
的陪伴跳动着。

我好像有的，我自己不知道是什么。
我伤心着的，我自己不知道是什么。
我心里面的，我自己不知道是什么。
我很想得到答案，
但我不知道这个问题的解答方法。
可能是这道问题太难了，
也可能是我太笨了。

我就像一只小绵羊，
软弱无力，
失去方向，
不停地盘旋，
心里忐忑不安。。。。

人。。。

爱一个人，就要给他幸福。
身边的人，都要给他祝福。
讨厌的人，都是你的师父。
怀恋的人，在你心里漂浮。
思恋的人，希望你能幸福。
梦里的人，是幻想的发出。
寂寞的人，一人徘徊孤独。
开朗的人，心里也会痛苦。
伤心的人，无法自拔地哭。
犯错的人，想尽办法弥补。
冷酷的人，也会热心帮助。
伤心的人，都很伤心无助。
看开的人，世界上就幸福。
我这个人，不只是什么福。。。

请问你，是否你，会否你。。。

天黑了，风吹了，停电了。
星闪了，月亮了，鱼睡了。
雪下了，树站了，地白了。
泪掉了，心碎了，无助了。

心跳着，幻想着，猜测着。
坚持着，仰望着，怀恋着。
漂浮着，聆听着，感受着。
珍惜着，拥抱着，不舍着。

若是我，就是我，如果我。
看着你，想着你，背着你。
请问你，是否你，会否你。
守护我，呵护我，接受我。。。

我不知道。。。

天上的星，地上的亭，
树上的叶，山里的花，
梦里的他，睡醒的我，
钢琴的键，哭湿的脸，
流血的心，落下的雨，
飞翔的鸟，奔跑的我，
轻吹的风，飘着的发，
听着的歌，心痛的歌，
我不知道，你知道吗？

我不知道什么时候。。。

我不知道什么时候，
开始慢慢地，
爱上了画画，
爱上了听歌，
爱上了弹琴，
爱上了唱歌，
爱上了一个，
不可能的梦。

我不知道什么时候，
开始慢慢地，
有一点自私，
有一点顽皮，
有一点伤心，
有一点害怕，
有一点感觉，
自己做错了。

我不知道什么时候，
开始慢慢的，
忘我，
羡慕，
同情，
怀疑，
整天
发呆。。。

I'm Tir3d....

I tried so hard,
I can't let go,
I hear those song,
My heart bleeding.

I want to sleep,
I scare the dream,
Turn of those lights,
Tears flow slowly.

I don't know why,
I don't know what,
I don't know when,
The feeling starts.

I want to cry,
I want to sleep,
But I tried hard,
Still can't do it....

人~

人很奇妙，
开心时笑，
伤心时哭，
忧愁时闷，
发梦时呆，
生气时骂，
生病时累，
读书是睡，
放学时疯！
幻想时飞，
补习时玩，
后悔时哭，
被罚时气，
比赛时冲，
迟到是怕，
被吓时晕，
训话时赖，
喜欢时缠，

咳~人真奇怪。。。

Spr!ng, Summ3r, @utumn, Wint3r...

My life have 4 season,
Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter.

Spring,
When I get a surprise,
When I meet a new friend,
When I wake up under
a big blue sky.

Summer,
When I eating ice-cream,
When I waving my hand,
When I planting plants on
a wide green grass.

Autumn,
When I counting the leaves,
When I watching the fish,
When I running around
the long seaside.

Winter,
When I warming myself,
When I making snowman,
When I cry sadly at
the white cold snow.

我爱大自然。。。

我爱大海，
大海让我无忧无虑，
陪我哭诉，陪我微笑。

我爱蓝天，
蓝天让我只有飞翔，
陪我游戏，陪我看星。

我爱大树，
大树让我避风挡雨，
陪我看书，陪我熟睡。

我爱草原，
草原让我放松心情，
陪我野餐，陪我弹琴。

我爱大自然，
大自然让我生活下去，
陪我长大，陪我玩乐，
也陪我苦与笑。。。

那，是什么？

那梦是什么梦？
它想告诉我什么？
我想了在想，
还是没有头绪。

那个人是谁？
他和我有何关系？
我问了再问，
还是没有答案。

那是什么感觉？
为什么会它出现？
我听了再听，
还是没有听到。

那梦该珍惜吗？
如不我会后悔吗？
我看了再看，
还是不能知道。。。

Th3 Truth~

I can't sleep well,
It was confusing.
I try to focus in study,
But it doesn't work.
Who is the one,
I can't understand.
Is this a joke?
Or someone playing me?
I can't control,
Is he the one?
What relationship
Between me and him?

Dream, is dream.
Is just a dream.
Is just a joke,
that makes me confusing.

I keep thinking,
Is just a dream,
But I don't know,
Is this the truth...

心很乱。。。

看着 墙上的画，
听见 你说的话，
眼泪 不停滑下，
脚步 开始停下，
抬头 仰望着天。

手指 弹着钢琴，
微风 轻轻吹着，
心想 放松心情，
脑子 忘不了你，
歌谱 也被吹下。

心想 把你忘了，
却想 得到答案，
梦里 那一个你，
请问 是什么人，
和我 有何关系？

梦幻 常在心里，
到底 这个世界，
所有 想到的事，
可能 会发生吗，
想象 是愚蠢吗？

我。。。

我翻了翻相册，
看见了一张
发黄的照片。
让我想起了，
当时的你。

我看了看日记，
看了一篇
以前的日记。
让我想起了，
那时幼稚的我。

我发了发呆，
想到我想要的
都得到了。
让我的嘴角，
微微的笑了。

我现在要的，
就是做好自己
所要做的。
别在想一些，
现在不该想的。

Wh@t's th3 @nsw3r......

Imagination,
Is it just a thing
To let us waste our time?
Will it really happen
In the real world?

Dream,
Is it just a imagination
In our mind when sleeping?
Is it a bad sign
in our life?

Future,
Is it the target
We must reach to?
Is it really can
Happen if we don't give up?

Time really goes too fast.
But I still can't get the answer.
If I only can get the answer
When I grow older,
Will it be too late for me?

Sp3ci@l Lif3

Day after day,
Year after year,
Time goes suddenly,
13 years gone....

Memorable night,
Memorable dream,
Although it is long ago,
It's still in my mind....

I can't forget,
The black shadow,
The big wide smile,
And the chair I sit on....

Is my life,
My special life,
Wonderful life,
And mystery life....

一个难忘的梦。。。

我，就是我，
一个任性的我，
一个开朗的我，
一个想太多的我。

你，就是你，
一个陌生的你，
一个特别的你，
一个记忆里的你。

歌，就是歌，
一个怀恋的歌，
一个忧伤的歌，
一个我想听的歌。

梦，就是梦，
一个难忘的梦，
一个想象的梦，
还是个真实的梦？

你是谁？
梦又是真是假？
我能知道吗？

你，是谁？

蓝蓝的天，
令我牵挂着，
无边无界的海洋。
让我想起了那一天，
哪一个难忘的一天。

绿色的草原，
令我感觉到，
轻轻的风吹声。
让我看见了你哪个，
灿烂又顽皮的笑容。

就在梦里，
我看见了你，
你那驼着背的背影。
但我觉得很可惜，
没有看到你是谁。

一个人时，
我想到了那首歌，
那一首我熟悉的歌。
我的心开始有一种感觉，
令我的心开始隐隐作痛。

你到底是谁？
你能告诉我吗？
我能认识你吗？
我有资格和你认识吗？

我只知道你是个男生。
我只知道你那一双皮鞋。
我也只知道那一种感觉，
和很久以前的那种感觉一样。

但。。。
那是什么感觉？
我不知道。。。
你知道吗？
你能告诉我吗？
你能吗。。。。。。

W3!rd......

I just don't know why. This weird feeling is annoying me. I really want to found out the answer. This feeling happened long long time ago. it disappear for a long long time. But it suddenly appear again. Everyone don't know. Just me and my best friend know...... I wish no more people will know already. I don't know what is it. I don't know........ Why it happen and what is that? I really don't know. Is it just my dream? Or is real? Or just..... OMG.... Whatever.... Is really weird. Every time I think of it, that feeling comes. When I am boring, I will suddenly think of it, and the feeling comes again. Oh gosh...... Really.... Haiz...... But when I think of the dream long long ago, is a bit weird and funny. Haha..... Well, I wish I can get the answer soon.

I Fin@lly Know Mys3lf..

Don't know why. This few days I not really happy. Very boring. I just can be a bit happy when I chat with my friends. But today not many friends online, I just can waste my time on something boring. Well, don't talk about it. I feel happy on 1 thing, that is I finally know myself. People will feel weird on what I know about. I now realized that I am not a really perfect person. I saw something good but not happening on me. I wish I can improve myself. But it might be hard. But I can do my best. No one can stop me. I want to be better. A better person. Just like someone I really admire of. She is good. No one can stop her. I really proud of her. I wish I can be her 1 day. But I wish I can do better than her but I felt selfish. I know that on the earth will not have a 100% perfect person. Everyone have their good ones and bad ones. Me too and she too. And everyone too. Things are also the same.

R3l@x....

*I am relaxing..... Floating on the water..... Relax... Let the wind blow..............* Erkem! Excuse me? Haha! Actually I am so relax because.... I FINISHED MY EXAM!! Phew..... Is so hard to prepare exam. But not until will die la.... Hoho! I am so excited to think how am I going to spend my coming holiday. Erm....... OH YEAH! I am going many places. Kuala Lumpur, Penang, Friend's house...... Hurray! Lol... Talk about today. Is really happy today. I have my art test today. My art is.... WEIRD! I am thinking I am going to get gred "C". LOL. Ah.... Today might be the last day I think. Last day on examing in form 1, last day to be in the same class with my good friend and ... in form 1. Hooo....... Well, my heart are better now actually. Not like last time. Hear some favourite song when tired, sad or boring. Is really useful. Ah.... Don't know why. The thing happened few days ago still in my mind. The time.... The really really unforgettable time. Is really unforgettable. Don't know why. Every night I will think of it. But I wish I can forget it. But I know it is not happening for me. To others. My mum... Lol. Is really for my mum. He wave to my mum. Becuase he know my mum. And the smile. Lol, forget about it. I better don't say this type of things. Sleepy.... Bye~

Y3@h~

Guess what, my friends say "Happy Birthday" to me at school. I am shook but I feel happy still. I shard to find friends that can remember one's birthday. I finally found some. My best friend have some secret. I get some tips from her blog. Hope she will tell me one day. Well, I still need to advise her not to pour too much hope on it. But... I will support you too. Don't give up ya. ^^ Ok. Gotta go for dinner. Long time no write blog already. Miss it so much. Haha! Hope you all will wait for my another blog. Bye~

I don't know......

Sometimes when I am boring, I was thinking, thinking that I not really know myself. I don't know am I right. But as I know, this few days I cant sleep well and I feel a little weird feeling. I don't know that feeling was excited, sad, happy or angry. Just feeling not nice. I don't know what makes me feel like this. Every time when I close the light and ready to sleep, I lie down and look at the ceiling. And the feeling start. I was thinking why am I feeling weird. But I still don't know, even now when I was writing this. I don't know why. It was just weird. I can't really read but can't sleep. And I keep feeling I am been sacked out from the whole world. I don't know. I feeling bad. It was more difficult than ill. And exam is coming soon. I force myself to read as I can't read because of the weird feeling but I don't know will it works. I hope I can be "well" soon. But I was still happy that I know the truth. But I will keep on my way. Not giving up.....

Why.....

I saw it today. Feeling weird when saw it. Don't know why today see it got a bit not like last time. Lolz..... Don't bother it la! Lolz..... But I scare lo. Don't know why scare. Don't know scare what also. My friend say me happy today wor.... But I am not happy. When saw it, I tried to run away quickly. Fortunately I ran in class very fast. When teacher not teaching and I finished my homework, I was thinking why am I like this. Sienzz..... Why? Why I want to become so hard? Why..... Tomorrow still will saw it. I cant really imagine how am I going to do tomorrow. Hope like last time. Don't happen anything weird than I am happy. Lolz.... And..... Harlo friend! Stop saying I am happy ok! ( You know what I meant..... )

@ Big N3w$ Bur$t !!

I heard a big news from my friend, best friend... OMG ! Got 2nd want liao! Maybe got 3rd one also! I am going to Die! Why am I in this news! I don't want! I hope to be like last time. Better. However, I finally know the truth. It is really not a really good thing like what I thought before. Why! Why it's me! Noooo............. Gosh... Help! It might be the most unforgetable day for me and the nightmare for me... Lol.. I felt sorry to my friend..... I like a bit better than her in her mind... But not really..... Zzz..... But I still not really believe. I need something to proof that it's real... What thing can proof wor......... At least he tell me the truth himself. Zzz.... It will not happen. *~*

爱情，友情，亲情。。。

是亲情重要还是友情重要点？我不知道。但依我现在的想法，我觉得需要看看事情的轻重，才能判断。很多人到会以“如果你的某某人和某某人一起爹下海，你会就谁？”的问题问你。我相信大家都有听过吧！这个问题我以前听了也很惊讶，不知如何回答。就在前几个星期，我再看一个电视节目时，这个问题出现了。那人的答案让我惊讶！我一直在说为什么我以前不会这样回答。你们知道他说了什么吗？他说：“如果两个都可以救的话，我一定会就两个。如果两个只能救一个，我宁愿和他们一起跳下海！” 哈哈！但。。。如果是友情和爱情呢？我呢。。。如果我说爱的认识喜欢我的朋友的话，我会让他们在一起。应为爱一个人是要让他幸福。如果一个爱你的任何一个你爱的人，你回选择谁？如果爱我的人不错，我回选着他。应为他爱我，就代表他会给我幸福。如果爱我的人不是我心中的他，那我会继续等待我爱的人。。。

Uuhh......

Actually ...... I have many things in my heart but I never say it out before. It might make me hurt sometimes. But I cant even found a people that suitable to say it out, so I chose to be quite. I take it myself. I hurt myself cause I don't want others to hurt. Some of you might say I am talking something not what I thinking. Never mind. I want something simple, make me feel happy, relaxing and 1 indeed friend. I think I got all of it. That feeling was great. I really have something that my friend was guessing. They guess it right or guess it wrong, I never ever tell them the truth. Sorry guys. I only say the truth to the 1 I really really can trust. Not I don't trust them, is I feel I not yet really know them.I always pray to the god and say please take care of who I love. I hope they can be healthy, happy and things good happen but things bad don't happen. Lolz...... LOVE? Zzzzzzz.............

Ha?

Today I was quite tired as I went out from home the whole day. I only can rest after my BM tuition. My dad took me, my mum and my grandma to service his car, omg is really hot. The weather change suddenly always. sometimes rain very heavily, after a while, it stopped and the sun shined brightly. Lolz..... I told my mum all the front of the car was like a rat. The light was the eye, the logo was the nose and the car number was the teeth.... I was thinking to say "It is a rat!", But i didn't did it as I was thinking of it does not have feeling.. Ya, is a car, not a rat. And also we are human, not a rat. Ya, we have feeling too, but rat does not think too much like us. We think something that make us headache. Lol, so am I..... Tomorrow have to go school. Got a bit excited but a bit boring. Tomorrow need to go school early, but can come homw early, YEAH! I better go sleep. Bye!!

Holiday,,,

Today got a bit boring. Teacher gave us make Tangram. It is fun but I always do until headache. Sometimes do until don't want to do. Haiz..... Play games, watch television and tuition, that's all for my holiday. How board is this! Thinking of my friends at school. Wish to go to school to meet them but I lazy to study. Haha! But what can I do? I cannot control the world. If can how good was that. Lolx......... Holiday boring, study also boring. Haiz..... Well, I also got more time to practise on my piano. Haha! Want to go watch movie le! Bye!!

^^

Holiday came. I am going to relax during cause all my homework had done! Hoho! I had done my homework until 1pm going to 2pm on Thursday. Is tired that day cause got tuition. Now relax . So nice. It will be more better if no tuition during holidays. It will not happen at least during the year-end school holiday. Got a bit boring also because no friend chat. Just watch television and play games on internet, board... Study tired, never study boring, haiz.... Well, still need to stay alive, lolz... Later still got tuition. Haiz....... Today write little only cause nothing to write. Bye~

Boring........

So fast. I also did not realized that is going to holiday. Today something weird happened on me. My friend say something bad about me that I did not do it. I felt fated.. I finally know how my classmate is... I cant call them "friends" anymore cause I cant confirm are they my real "friends". Am I wrong or they really not my type of "friends"? I don't know. Now I finally knew many things I don't know in this live.... Live is good, simple, easy. If we have good thinking. But I think my good thinking is just a bit. Nothing to say this few days. But bad news are spinning around of me. H1N1, flood at China and lots of thing that happen. The world had changed, really changed.... Is the end of the day coming soon? Why people want to develop so fast? I hate them..... Hate them...............

Lucky ! Huh !

I love 1 song. It is "Lucky" by Jason Mraz & Colbie Cailat. I am thinking of I will fall in love with my best friend someday. It might be weird! Haha!

Lucky
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

H@ha !

So fast, time had gone so fast. Is August. I have been a Form 1 student for 8 months. In this 8 months, I really had many types of incident, that make me happy, sad, angry, disappointed and much much more. Haha! Today my friend say something weird happened. What happened? Is just her feeling. She say she finally know her real feeling. Is just like brother and sister. I heard and laugh but I am happy to hear that. I hope I can get a feeling like that too! Cause I never got a fake brother before! Haha! My Geography Project was really annoying. Finally I finished it. It makes me angry. Well, I cant scold it too, cause it is just some paper. No feeling. Not like human. Hope to be happy. I really did it. Hope my friends happy. Maybe my wish come true too! If all my wishes came true, how good was that!! Haha.......

Wh3n Th3 World Com3 To @n 3nd.......

When the world come to an end,
What will I have?
Will my wish come true before that day?
Will what I think that are not going to happen happened?
I don't know...

What am I doing?
I always ask myself.
If he can see my blog,
What will he feel?
If he saw her blog,
What will he feel?
Sad?
Disappointed?
Guilty?
Happy?
Angry?
I don't know.

He like her,
He was happy,
but how about us?
how about me?
Did he think about me?
Or he still don't know?
I don't know.

I really don't know !!
Who can help me?
Who? WHO !!
I don't know..................

Believe M3

I have a weird feeling. Don't know how to explain. Just feeling like many feeling spinning around me. I felt complicated. Well, I think i maybe know the reason, but I not really sure is it right. Maybe i have known the truth, and I still thinking of it. "You must let go!" I always tell myself. But I Don't know did I done that. I saw her, and me, I felt a shame. I am far far away from her. I cant be her challenger, I feel I am a stupid, A useless person. But what can I do? Ooohhhh.............. STOP THAT! I can't stand it anymore. I wish I can let my friends stop being hurt. She ask me to tell her, but I cant. I have promised him, as a friend before. And if she know, I am getting on trouble. I am not scare on him, I don't wan my friend get hurt anymore. Friend, let go please, let go. Believe me. You will feel better. Believe me, believe me........

To My B3st Fri3nd....

It's time for me to say my words again! Every time I write a blog, I felt more happy. Blog is just like a friend who lend me the ear, hear my heart. Sometimes I really got some problem that I cant solved by myself. I want to tell someone that can hear to me, but I don't have, even thought is my nearest family member like my mum, I cant open my mouth. When my friend ask me for doing a blog, I really interested. At first, I don't know what is it. After having it for sometime, I realized that it is apart of my live. So glad to have a blog. I saw my friend's blog, my good friend's blog. She scare she hurt me by accident because that "thing". I like to tell her, He's yours. I am just daydreaming of that "thing". I know he like somebody, and I am sure that's not me. It might be you, friend. Don't worry. And I wish our friendship will be always the best and not because of the "thing" and our friendship broke. If that happened, I am sure I will hate that "thing" forever. Remember, we are good friend. Anything will not broke our friendship. I will let go soon. Don't worry. I will not being hurt because of this. He's not mine......

Liv3, Is That 3asy To Stay @liv3 .....

Live is short, live is long. I don't know. In our live, we cant less 3 things, that is family's love, friendship and love.... Maybe the first 2 I have got it, but for me, a little secondary school student, the third love was the only 1 I will not get it yet. I really got like a "thing", but i cant get it. I know I cant get it, but..... I cant control my mind. My best friend had like the same thing with me. I think it is better if I can let go and give my friend the chance. I really know I cant get it, cant get it..... Love, is it a useless thing for me now? I think yes. It might be useless for me. It might cause me I danger. Sometimes I think that he know I like that thing. I am serious. Maybe that's good. He will when away from me far away. If I can stop watching him for ages, I think I can let go. If we really can, I think I will have chance when older. Well, hope him will be healthy and happy always.....

Nervouss....

Oh No!! I am getting nervous. I am going to have my piano exam tomorrow. I scare cause I always felt that I didn't prepared well yet. But it is the eleventh hour, no more time for me to think more. Hope I will have a kind examiner... Sometimes I felt some of my friends are annoying. They always come to me and say nonsense again and again. I wish they could be more quite and not so annoying to me. Maybe someone will think I am selfish. I really is a selfish person. I dont have too many things for my friends, just hope they will know. I cant control my mind. Think about something that are not going to happen but never think about things that are important sometimes..... Just like..... too many. Cant finish telling. Hope my wish will come true everyday. Hope person that I love like my family and that "thing"..... happy always, healthy always, smile always !!

Ohh.. Gosh ...

Oh..... Hope holiday come quickly. I cant stand the classes. I nearly fall asleep today at school. The class is boring. My 2 cousin sister came to my house today. They are from UK. They told me that they only take a book to school. I was thinking how good was it if Malaysia did that too... Haha ... It might be weird..... Oh well.... I miss my 2 cousin sister. They are going back soon cause their summer holiday are going to finish. I hope to go UK and see how their life is... Well, It might be different with Malaysia. Hope they come again too.... Oh gosh... Oh my.... Ohh.... Alright. Going to sleep soon..... Tomorrow need to go friend's house for school things... Oh no......... Miss that ......

没有妈妈的星期六。。。

啊！！妈妈回来啦。。星期六是我妈妈到吉隆坡的一天。妈妈和外婆到吉隆坡参加一个亲戚的结婚典礼。那一天妈妈的工作都被“丢”到我，哥哥和爸爸的身上来。。妈妈一上巴士，开始相恋妈妈煮的食物。想到两天三餐都要吃外面的食物，开始有点反胃的感觉。。。一上车，爸爸竟然告诉我从英国回来的阿姨现在在吉隆坡！！我吓呆了。爸爸说阿姨要给我妈妈和外婆一个惊喜，所以他没有说出来。爸爸叫我把我那乱七八糟房间给收拾好。很开心我两个表妹可以回来。很久没有看到他们了。那天晚上我似乎以整晚都在想他们，连那个“东西”也好像忘了。。。^^

Hop3 To B3...

Again, I got my test paper. It is still not really well. I hope I will do more well the next time. While, just feeling good today. My friend is going to have her piano examination tomorrow. Hope she will get good result and do well on it. While, my piano examination is coming soon too. It was at 11/8 I am so scare because I feel that I am not good enough yet. I always played some note wrongly. Practicing hard this few days cause last few week I am having my school examination. Wondering what to do this few days... My grandma are at my house. I am so glad that she was here when her birthday. Hope she will be healthy and happy all day and everyday... And hope to that "thing" too......

咳。。。

我今天拿了一些考卷，我很不满意。虽然还不错，但我总觉得自己好像还准备不够。我不甘心。我要做得跟好，让那些看不起我的人知道，我可以的！今天我又看见了那个“东西”。我还是放不下。我的朋友看了上一篇的blog，追问我到底是什么，但我开不了口。我觉得如果说出来，我会遭殃。我不是信不过我朋友，但我真的开不了口。真得很对不起。我井田看到他。从我朋友口总得知，他今天“不美”，有点担心。希望他能早点恢复以前的他。他应该还好吧。不管了。明天再看看如何。但还是放不下。真是的，这傻丫头！又能怎样喔。明天再看吧。。。

真是的。。。

哇~现在轻松多啦~考完试了，不必一整天把自己关在房里，像犯人似的。我突然慢慢发现我好像喜欢上了一个 “东西” 。不知道是什么吧我深深吸引住。可惜我知道自己无法拥有他。每当看见他，我都只会瞄一眼，不敢再看。整天没事做，发白日梦，最会想到他。天天告诉自己别再想了，我竟田好像成功了！但。。。就在我快要放学时，我又看见了。有时我恨自己为首么会那么笨，一个已经知道无法拥有的 “东西” 还会一直想。常常觉得自己笨，自己傻。我可是鼓起很大的勇气，才在blog一字一子地写上。我想这样我可以比较放下吧。。。嗨！！真傻！为什么还提起那个 “东西” 呢！！放下，放下，放下~

Tim3 G03s By...

Time goes so fast. I have been preparing the new examination that are coming soon. Boring but worried. The month of August was coming. So fast I have been a Form 1 student for 7 months.. Having something happy, sad, angry, and much much more. Heard something bad and good and meet something special and incredible. I am feeling good. Sometimes the world is like that. Everything happened suddenly. I cant think about what is going to happen in the future. Just hoping everything is going to be alright...

T@king My R3sult....

Today is Sunday. I felt unusual today. Why? Because we are going to take our result!! My mum is coming. I knew how was that thing going to happen because I take with my mum before for my brother result. But I still felt uncomfortable because.... It's My Turn!! As usual, I went to line up and wait for going to the class, and I saw my mother waving her hand to me at the canteen. I feel excited but I am thinking something bad.. Oh Gosh!! I sit on my place quietly. Waiting and waiting.. and.. My turn comes! I stand beside my mother, waiting for teacher take my result. I have knew that I am the 2nd in the class. I cant wait to see what is the places for me for the whole From 1. And I saw it, it is... 8/442 !! Teacher say I am good at class. But I knew that when I at home, I am naughty and lazy. I am happy. My mum is happy too! I felt relieved after that...

怀恋从前。。

今天我在学校，遇到了附近小学来得几位小妹妹。它们真可爱，看了很想去捏她们的脸呢！！看了看，让我想起了我在小学的时候，那活泼、可爱的样子。那时的我还不懂事。常常犯了一些小错。但我觉得很高兴，应为老师和爸爸妈妈们都不会随便骂我。记得有一次在购物广场时，我顾着看一个服务人员，在介绍一个新出产的物品，我看入神了。突然我发现我的周围都是陌生人。那时我才发现，爸爸妈妈不见了！！我很慌张，但我没哭，应为我那时记的妈妈说过，当我走失时，我不可以慌，反而要冷静下来。我四处望了望。突然，有一个人把手放在我的肩膀上。我一回头，看见妈妈的脸。我紧紧的抱着妈妈，和她说；“我再也不会乱跑了！”我妈妈笑着。就从那天开始，我出门一定握着我妈妈的手。。。

BoRiNg ...

Boring..... What can I do? I don't no what can I do... Just chatting and laughing all the day.. It is fun to go to school too, but when study.... Ohh... Don't think about it.... Any way, is glad to meet all the friends in school. I feel happy and proud too. What can I do for the world? Sometimes I think about this silly question. But someone feel this is a very important thing... Maybe because we are still small. By the way, don't think so much. Happy go lucky ma! Ha ha!! Tomorrow still got school, better sleep early, if not tomorrow become China Bear!!

MJ We Will Miss U

I saw a concert of Micheal Jackson yesterday. His song is soo good and he is good at dancing too. He has many fans. his fans are surrounding the stage. Unfortunately, he had pass away. Sometime I feel disappointed, why God wanna take him to the heaven soo fast. But I know this cant be change. God call him out, how can he say 'No!' ? By the way, thanks for the song sang by Micheal Jackson and thanks for the best Moon Walker. You are the best !

Fin@lly Kn3w What is Working Tog3th3r

Today is weekend, but we have school for replacing Hari Raya holiday. Although I am at the afternoon class, I went to school at 7.30 with my brother because I and my friends have to complete our project. It is a bit sleepy but I am glad to see how quite is the morning class. It is quiet, not like our class, noisy.... I have done my job that needed to do in the project, but because Some of the members cant find some points to do, soo we need to lend the computer in our computer class for finishing the project together. Finally, we done all the things. We just need to print all the things then it will done. I finally knew how important is working together. I am the computer class now. Waitiig for the school bell ring......

The F1rst Day ...

This is the first day I have a blog.. Thanks for my friend who had teach me how to do a blog. I am soo happy because I really want before that but I cant have it. Just at the time, I heard a news, a BIG News. Micheal Jackson, the famous singer, had died. When I heard this news, I felt impossible. He is a really great singer. I have heard his song when I was small. The radio played his sog the whole day. It makes me feel sad. We will miss him ..