Believe M3

I have a weird feeling. Don't know how to explain. Just feeling like many feeling spinning around me. I felt complicated. Well, I think i maybe know the reason, but I not really sure is it right. Maybe i have known the truth, and I still thinking of it. "You must let go!" I always tell myself. But I Don't know did I done that. I saw her, and me, I felt a shame. I am far far away from her. I cant be her challenger, I feel I am a stupid, A useless person. But what can I do? Ooohhhh.............. STOP THAT! I can't stand it anymore. I wish I can let my friends stop being hurt. She ask me to tell her, but I cant. I have promised him, as a friend before. And if she know, I am getting on trouble. I am not scare on him, I don't wan my friend get hurt anymore. Friend, let go please, let go. Believe me. You will feel better. Believe me, believe me........