I don't know......

Sometimes when I am boring, I was thinking, thinking that I not really know myself. I don't know am I right. But as I know, this few days I cant sleep well and I feel a little weird feeling. I don't know that feeling was excited, sad, happy or angry. Just feeling not nice. I don't know what makes me feel like this. Every time when I close the light and ready to sleep, I lie down and look at the ceiling. And the feeling start. I was thinking why am I feeling weird. But I still don't know, even now when I was writing this. I don't know why. It was just weird. I can't really read but can't sleep. And I keep feeling I am been sacked out from the whole world. I don't know. I feeling bad. It was more difficult than ill. And exam is coming soon. I force myself to read as I can't read because of the weird feeling but I don't know will it works. I hope I can be "well" soon. But I was still happy that I know the truth. But I will keep on my way. Not giving up.....