I Fin@lly Know Mys3lf..

Don't know why. This few days I not really happy. Very boring. I just can be a bit happy when I chat with my friends. But today not many friends online, I just can waste my time on something boring. Well, don't talk about it. I feel happy on 1 thing, that is I finally know myself. People will feel weird on what I know about. I now realized that I am not a really perfect person. I saw something good but not happening on me. I wish I can improve myself. But it might be hard. But I can do my best. No one can stop me. I want to be better. A better person. Just like someone I really admire of. She is good. No one can stop her. I really proud of her. I wish I can be her 1 day. But I wish I can do better than her but I felt selfish. I know that on the earth will not have a 100% perfect person. Everyone have their good ones and bad ones. Me too and she too. And everyone too. Things are also the same.

R3l@x....

*I am relaxing..... Floating on the water..... Relax... Let the wind blow..............* Erkem! Excuse me? Haha! Actually I am so relax because.... I FINISHED MY EXAM!! Phew..... Is so hard to prepare exam. But not until will die la.... Hoho! I am so excited to think how am I going to spend my coming holiday. Erm....... OH YEAH! I am going many places. Kuala Lumpur, Penang, Friend's house...... Hurray! Lol... Talk about today. Is really happy today. I have my art test today. My art is.... WEIRD! I am thinking I am going to get gred "C". LOL. Ah.... Today might be the last day I think. Last day on examing in form 1, last day to be in the same class with my good friend and ... in form 1. Hooo....... Well, my heart are better now actually. Not like last time. Hear some favourite song when tired, sad or boring. Is really useful. Ah.... Don't know why. The thing happened few days ago still in my mind. The time.... The really really unforgettable time. Is really unforgettable. Don't know why. Every night I will think of it. But I wish I can forget it. But I know it is not happening for me. To others. My mum... Lol. Is really for my mum. He wave to my mum. Becuase he know my mum. And the smile. Lol, forget about it. I better don't say this type of things. Sleepy.... Bye~

Y3@h~

Guess what, my friends say "Happy Birthday" to me at school. I am shook but I feel happy still. I shard to find friends that can remember one's birthday. I finally found some. My best friend have some secret. I get some tips from her blog. Hope she will tell me one day. Well, I still need to advise her not to pour too much hope on it. But... I will support you too. Don't give up ya. ^^ Ok. Gotta go for dinner. Long time no write blog already. Miss it so much. Haha! Hope you all will wait for my another blog. Bye~

I don't know......

Sometimes when I am boring, I was thinking, thinking that I not really know myself. I don't know am I right. But as I know, this few days I cant sleep well and I feel a little weird feeling. I don't know that feeling was excited, sad, happy or angry. Just feeling not nice. I don't know what makes me feel like this. Every time when I close the light and ready to sleep, I lie down and look at the ceiling. And the feeling start. I was thinking why am I feeling weird. But I still don't know, even now when I was writing this. I don't know why. It was just weird. I can't really read but can't sleep. And I keep feeling I am been sacked out from the whole world. I don't know. I feeling bad. It was more difficult than ill. And exam is coming soon. I force myself to read as I can't read because of the weird feeling but I don't know will it works. I hope I can be "well" soon. But I was still happy that I know the truth. But I will keep on my way. Not giving up.....

Why.....

I saw it today. Feeling weird when saw it. Don't know why today see it got a bit not like last time. Lolz..... Don't bother it la! Lolz..... But I scare lo. Don't know why scare. Don't know scare what also. My friend say me happy today wor.... But I am not happy. When saw it, I tried to run away quickly. Fortunately I ran in class very fast. When teacher not teaching and I finished my homework, I was thinking why am I like this. Sienzz..... Why? Why I want to become so hard? Why..... Tomorrow still will saw it. I cant really imagine how am I going to do tomorrow. Hope like last time. Don't happen anything weird than I am happy. Lolz.... And..... Harlo friend! Stop saying I am happy ok! ( You know what I meant..... )

@ Big N3w$ Bur$t !!

I heard a big news from my friend, best friend... OMG ! Got 2nd want liao! Maybe got 3rd one also! I am going to Die! Why am I in this news! I don't want! I hope to be like last time. Better. However, I finally know the truth. It is really not a really good thing like what I thought before. Why! Why it's me! Noooo............. Gosh... Help! It might be the most unforgetable day for me and the nightmare for me... Lol.. I felt sorry to my friend..... I like a bit better than her in her mind... But not really..... Zzz..... But I still not really believe. I need something to proof that it's real... What thing can proof wor......... At least he tell me the truth himself. Zzz.... It will not happen. *~*

爱情，友情，亲情。。。

是亲情重要还是友情重要点？我不知道。但依我现在的想法，我觉得需要看看事情的轻重，才能判断。很多人到会以“如果你的某某人和某某人一起爹下海，你会就谁？”的问题问你。我相信大家都有听过吧！这个问题我以前听了也很惊讶，不知如何回答。就在前几个星期，我再看一个电视节目时，这个问题出现了。那人的答案让我惊讶！我一直在说为什么我以前不会这样回答。你们知道他说了什么吗？他说：“如果两个都可以救的话，我一定会就两个。如果两个只能救一个，我宁愿和他们一起跳下海！” 哈哈！但。。。如果是友情和爱情呢？我呢。。。如果我说爱的认识喜欢我的朋友的话，我会让他们在一起。应为爱一个人是要让他幸福。如果一个爱你的任何一个你爱的人，你回选择谁？如果爱我的人不错，我回选着他。应为他爱我，就代表他会给我幸福。如果爱我的人不是我心中的他，那我会继续等待我爱的人。。。