I wonder..

I wonder how you feel
I wonder how you fell
I wonder what do you think
I wonder what did you see
I wonder why you love me
I wonder why you stay with me
I wonder why, I wonder how
I wonder if all these will be forever...

I am so glad to have you
I am so scared to lose you
I wonder how you love me
I wonder if you would always do so
I wonder how if you don't anymore
I wonder how my life will be
how terrible my live will be
how my heart would stand the cuts and wounds

I am scared
until now, I am still scared
because I had let you entered my deepest core
and you had became part of my life
one of the reason why I wake up everyday for
one of the reason why I am living my life for a reason

Could things just continue the way it is now?
Or maybe be much better than now,
as long as with you by my side

I appreciate your love and your care
No one ever treat me that way just like my family
No one ever made me so comfortable
to be who I am
to act crazy and natural
no secret no shame
I am proud to be a person who belongs to you
I am grateful to have you beside me everytime
I am blessed to have you in my heart every single time

No words could describe the feeling,
or maybe is just purely "love"

So could you just keep holding my hands tight,
hug me and give me strength when I'm weak,
and let me brush you hair and smile like a kid everyday?

Cause the love from my heart couldn't hide itself
and I want to keep feeling the love from you too... :)