I don't know......

Sometimes when I am boring, I was thinking, thinking that I not really know myself. I don't know am I right. But as I know, this few days I cant sleep well and I feel a little weird feeling. I don't know that feeling was excited, sad, happy or angry. Just feeling not nice. I don't know what makes me feel like this. Every time when I close the light and ready to sleep, I lie down and look at the ceiling. And the feeling start. I was thinking why am I feeling weird. But I still don't know, even now when I was writing this. I don't know why. It was just weird. I can't really read but can't sleep. And I keep feeling I am been sacked out from the whole world. I don't know. I feeling bad. It was more difficult than ill. And exam is coming soon. I force myself to read as I can't read because of the weird feeling but I don't know will it works. I hope I can be "well" soon. But I was still happy that I know the truth. But I will keep on my way. Not giving up.....

Why.....

I saw it today. Feeling weird when saw it. Don't know why today see it got a bit not like last time. Lolz..... Don't bother it la! Lolz..... But I scare lo. Don't know why scare. Don't know scare what also. My friend say me happy today wor.... But I am not happy. When saw it, I tried to run away quickly. Fortunately I ran in class very fast. When teacher not teaching and I finished my homework, I was thinking why am I like this. Sienzz..... Why? Why I want to become so hard? Why..... Tomorrow still will saw it. I cant really imagine how am I going to do tomorrow. Hope like last time. Don't happen anything weird than I am happy. Lolz.... And..... Harlo friend! Stop saying I am happy ok! ( You know what I meant..... )

@ Big N3w$ Bur$t !!

I heard a big news from my friend, best friend... OMG ! Got 2nd want liao! Maybe got 3rd one also! I am going to Die! Why am I in this news! I don't want! I hope to be like last time. Better. However, I finally know the truth. It is really not a really good thing like what I thought before. Why! Why it's me! Noooo............. Gosh... Help! It might be the most unforgetable day for me and the nightmare for me... Lol.. I felt sorry to my friend..... I like a bit better than her in her mind... But not really..... Zzz..... But I still not really believe. I need something to proof that it's real... What thing can proof wor......... At least he tell me the truth himself. Zzz.... It will not happen. *~*

爱情，友情，亲情。。。

是亲情重要还是友情重要点？我不知道。但依我现在的想法，我觉得需要看看事情的轻重，才能判断。很多人到会以“如果你的某某人和某某人一起爹下海，你会就谁？”的问题问你。我相信大家都有听过吧！这个问题我以前听了也很惊讶，不知如何回答。就在前几个星期，我再看一个电视节目时，这个问题出现了。那人的答案让我惊讶！我一直在说为什么我以前不会这样回答。你们知道他说了什么吗？他说：“如果两个都可以救的话，我一定会就两个。如果两个只能救一个，我宁愿和他们一起跳下海！” 哈哈！但。。。如果是友情和爱情呢？我呢。。。如果我说爱的认识喜欢我的朋友的话，我会让他们在一起。应为爱一个人是要让他幸福。如果一个爱你的任何一个你爱的人，你回选择谁？如果爱我的人不错，我回选着他。应为他爱我，就代表他会给我幸福。如果爱我的人不是我心中的他，那我会继续等待我爱的人。。。