Uuhh......

Actually ...... I have many things in my heart but I never say it out before. It might make me hurt sometimes. But I cant even found a people that suitable to say it out, so I chose to be quite. I take it myself. I hurt myself cause I don't want others to hurt. Some of you might say I am talking something not what I thinking. Never mind. I want something simple, make me feel happy, relaxing and 1 indeed friend. I think I got all of it. That feeling was great. I really have something that my friend was guessing. They guess it right or guess it wrong, I never ever tell them the truth. Sorry guys. I only say the truth to the 1 I really really can trust. Not I don't trust them, is I feel I not yet really know them.I always pray to the god and say please take care of who I love. I hope they can be healthy, happy and things good happen but things bad don't happen. Lolz...... LOVE? Zzzzzzz.............

Ha?

Today I was quite tired as I went out from home the whole day. I only can rest after my BM tuition. My dad took me, my mum and my grandma to service his car, omg is really hot. The weather change suddenly always. sometimes rain very heavily, after a while, it stopped and the sun shined brightly. Lolz..... I told my mum all the front of the car was like a rat. The light was the eye, the logo was the nose and the car number was the teeth.... I was thinking to say "It is a rat!", But i didn't did it as I was thinking of it does not have feeling.. Ya, is a car, not a rat. And also we are human, not a rat. Ya, we have feeling too, but rat does not think too much like us. We think something that make us headache. Lol, so am I..... Tomorrow have to go school. Got a bit excited but a bit boring. Tomorrow need to go school early, but can come homw early, YEAH! I better go sleep. Bye!!

Holiday,,,

Today got a bit boring. Teacher gave us make Tangram. It is fun but I always do until headache. Sometimes do until don't want to do. Haiz..... Play games, watch television and tuition, that's all for my holiday. How board is this! Thinking of my friends at school. Wish to go to school to meet them but I lazy to study. Haha! But what can I do? I cannot control the world. If can how good was that. Lolx......... Holiday boring, study also boring. Haiz..... Well, I also got more time to practise on my piano. Haha! Want to go watch movie le! Bye!!

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Holiday came. I am going to relax during cause all my homework had done! Hoho! I had done my homework until 1pm going to 2pm on Thursday. Is tired that day cause got tuition. Now relax . So nice. It will be more better if no tuition during holidays. It will not happen at least during the year-end school holiday. Got a bit boring also because no friend chat. Just watch television and play games on internet, board... Study tired, never study boring, haiz.... Well, still need to stay alive, lolz... Later still got tuition. Haiz....... Today write little only cause nothing to write. Bye~

Boring........

So fast. I also did not realized that is going to holiday. Today something weird happened on me. My friend say something bad about me that I did not do it. I felt fated.. I finally know how my classmate is... I cant call them "friends" anymore cause I cant confirm are they my real "friends". Am I wrong or they really not my type of "friends"? I don't know. Now I finally knew many things I don't know in this live.... Live is good, simple, easy. If we have good thinking. But I think my good thinking is just a bit. Nothing to say this few days. But bad news are spinning around of me. H1N1, flood at China and lots of thing that happen. The world had changed, really changed.... Is the end of the day coming soon? Why people want to develop so fast? I hate them..... Hate them...............

Lucky ! Huh !

I love 1 song. It is "Lucky" by Jason Mraz & Colbie Cailat. I am thinking of I will fall in love with my best friend someday. It might be weird! Haha!

Lucky
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

H@ha !

So fast, time had gone so fast. Is August. I have been a Form 1 student for 8 months. In this 8 months, I really had many types of incident, that make me happy, sad, angry, disappointed and much much more. Haha! Today my friend say something weird happened. What happened? Is just her feeling. She say she finally know her real feeling. Is just like brother and sister. I heard and laugh but I am happy to hear that. I hope I can get a feeling like that too! Cause I never got a fake brother before! Haha! My Geography Project was really annoying. Finally I finished it. It makes me angry. Well, I cant scold it too, cause it is just some paper. No feeling. Not like human. Hope to be happy. I really did it. Hope my friends happy. Maybe my wish come true too! If all my wishes came true, how good was that!! Haha.......