Stay Strong

Life just has something that doesn't make sense
Have you ever flow in you imagination?
Have you ever fall for something at your very first sight?
Have you ever feel disgusted for something you saw?
Have you ever smile for something that made you touched?
Have you ever laugh out loud without noticing crowd around you?
Have you ever cry without a reason?
Have you ever get sleepless night with those tired eyes?
Have you ever miss someone who doesn't even exist?
Have you ever care for someone who used to hurt you so much?
Have you ever left out someone who care for you so much?

I always hope to stay strong
Hope that I could go through everything the doesn't even make sense
Hope that I just don't need to leave anyone worry about me
Hope that I can protect those that I love
I shouldn't be childish
I am growing up
I am no more a little girl hugging teddy bear
I am a grown up teenager
Even though I am not that matured
But I have my strenght
I have my mind

In this hustle life
There are so much more for me to protect
I tried hard to be strong
I tried hard to be tough
I tried hard to never fall into traps
I tried hard to finish up what I had done..

All of that were just...
Too much..
Too hard..
Too exhausted....

I am still a girl
A girl who have that little heart
Standing in the massive world
The girl who need a hand
A hug
A shoulder to lay on
A person who she can trust
A person who is willing to stay by her side

Family
Friends
And the one and only..

Time flies
And that's the only way to find to truth
The only way to search for sincere
And
It took a really, really, really long time

Before the day comes
I should continue to be that strong, tough girl
Hide in my armor
Hold on my spear
Be fully alert

Even if it was so tiring
I should still do it
Always
No time to rest...

自私的伤害 • 本不想

是否又做错了？
答应自己不要再后悔做出的选择
我不该后悔
更没权利后悔。
竟然不想再害怕
就放胆地自私
就放胆地尝试
就算是伤害也无所谓。

反正
我本来就无法删除
伤害在我生命中霸占的位置。

原来我没心动
我从没真正感动过
我还没找到那个安全感。

反而
在梦里
我才感受到被呵护的感觉。

也许现在是让我独立的时候
渴望依赖
也只不过是一种奢求。

觉得冷
我应该躲在被窝的拥抱
因为一句句的甜言蜜语
只会让我嘴角微微上扬
心里依然冷冰冰
根本没有一点疗效。

每一句
喜欢
想你
增加了对自己的肯定
而不是心里的稳定。

我才发现
我要求好高
我心好难搞
我不怕寂寞
我更怕不安
我还是一样
一个人
虽然每天都有人在和我聊天。

怎么办？
总觉得就是少了那种安稳
总觉得结束的那天会降临。

不要
不要再那样。
好想对你说
因为
我们又好像从前
快要让你掉入谷底。

怎么会突然希望
你会遇上另一个人
然后说再见。。

刺猬再次警告你
它的刺又要扎伤人了。